Thank you so much for your message! Your words touched me deeply.
I have no place to say something nor I have the best advice but if I may;
I believe that everybody has the right to apologize or ask for forgiveness.
Through experience and observation, I think that all friendships need a good time off, apart, like a break, whether in good terms or bad, whether by will or by force. Especially the ones that were born at young age. So many changes in one’s self and the difference in speed that each human needs to reach a certain point maybe a seed for conflict between any two.
The best friendships fall back in place no matter how much time passes. And when a friendship is lost, it’s just a space left for a new friendship to be found just around the corner.
Or at least, that’s what I think.